Happy Birthday Joey Deom
October 16, 2007
You would be 26 on the 16th of October, I will be 27 on the 19th,
We used to celebrate together this year won’t be the same without you . As unfortunate as the events occured you will always be my best friend. I will never forget you . I can only hope I don’t run into these bitch ass chickenshit motherfuckers for I fear I will lose my sanity, Composure, and my Freedom, I am almost finished with your song , Well the first one anyhow I think about you everyday. I still can’t beleive this shit man. Seems like yesterday we were clownin each other just for fun and I remember the first day we met even almost 20 years ago. we all miss you I have been hella emotional since your crossing over I ask god why you , and i don’t seem to get an answer But I do wish you a happy 26th
Rest in peace until eternity Much Love Joey Gene Deom
Sincerly Yours J. Pillz
Joey..
Sweetheart i hate it that im typing to you on a computer to say Happy Birthday!! I still can not believe my baby is gone from this earth and that i can’t see you or hug you or joke around with you.. all because some ignorant fucks decided to take you away, because of thier own insecurities! I love you so much… I remember all your birthdays Joey all the way to your first one you were such a beautiful baby.. and your hair so blonde you couldn’t even tell you had hair.. and your beautiful green eyes.. everywhere i went someone would make a comment about how beautiful you were… remember that one birthday Joey at the park and after your big party i had another surprize and i drove you to pick out chopper.. you picked him and rode in the back seat of the challenger loving on him the whole way home… Joey you were such a big hearted little boy and you took that into adulthood… you just got led down some paths that were not the ones i tried to choose for you.. and im soooo sad Joey that my biggest fear came true.. i felt it even when you guys were younger i didn’t know why but i did and thats why i always told you bobby jason all you i know you guys are tough and can fight and are confident but i always said you can’t stop a bullet and thier are people out there 2 stupid not to pull the trigger!! And Joey my Joey my beautiful son thats exactly what happened!!! Just like you knew Joey that you would not make it to 30 i had that fear and never knew exactly why… why did i always get that nagging feeling ever time you guys all went somewhere.. i just wish i would have been able to convince you about Bitch cause i knew she was no good i told you she didnt treat you right!! You should have stayed with Wendy you loved her so deep.. if only there wasn’t the jealousy you guys would have made it… Joey she loved you and even i felt that!!! but you know all that now.. and there is no going back!! we shall all just miss you and greive for you until we see you again!!! My heart hurts Joey i miss you!! Hope you enjoyed your birthday Party! and don’t think this is the only one i will have one every year sweetheart cause no one will ever forget my Joey!!! Rest In Peace my sweetheart I Love You MOM
Joey i know you were there that night.
I tied my balloon on my wrist twice .
soon as i walk outside it mysteriously
untied itself and flew to the heavens
hope you got my message it did say on there that you were my best friend and if i ever see those bitch ass motherfuckers on the streets i’ll knock that bitch into next week
thats a fact REST IN PEACE MAN MUCH LOVE
Joey,
I lay in bed at night hoping you will just knock on the front door and say will you take me to get some jack in the box, but it never happens, I know your not here im not crazy but, i can’t except it!!! its not fucking real! as the days and nights pass! it gets harder and harder to not just think you are in wyoming or something! I have so much HATE and so much pain in my heart i cant help but think, about people when i see them on the street why couldnt they have died instead of my brother! is that wrong? Makayla misses you so much! its sooooo hard to try and comfort her when i cant even handle it myself! they say god only gives you what you can handle, who the fuck does he think i am??? I cry everday! I miss just everything, I hope you know that i love you! I know i didnt tell you enough i just wish to god you knew that! did you get my message i wrote on the balloon? i thought that was really cool. I know you would have thought that was “dope” anyway my baby bro I love you sooo much and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! I WILL NEVER! FORGET YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS TILL THE DAY I DIE CELEBRATE YOUR LIFE! along with all the memories i shared with you! LOVE ALWAYS YOUR BIG SISTER ANGIE!~